I can’t stomach this. I wish I could regurgitate this feeling sliding, creeping down my throat, settling cozily, in nothing but an empty space, the size of my fist. How to get it out? How to get it out? It needs to be purged before it begins invading, multiplying cells of destruction, consuming me. Filling me with nothing but empty thoughts, mind numbing, stifling. Am I going to get out of here alive?